No Goodness in This Heart

Severe pain you brought me
Never will vanish in dust...
It will always stay near me,
Until I die, forgetting my past...

All the sins I awoke in myself,
Will never be forgiven by the One.
My heart has no goodness anymore,
It all have dissapeared in the dark...

Your pain is my delight...
Your scent is my hell...
Your beauty is a dagger in my heart...
Your cruelty is more than I can take...

If I say to you that it is worth no more,
If I say to you that I shouldn't even tried...
Would you believe to my sincere words...
That there is no goodness in this heart?